Ok I am done keeping a personal journal of my private life, because frankly its just depressing and I feel sorry for anyone who ever accidentally read any. And whilst I really needed to do it at the time to help keep track of events. To try and sort the jumble of batshit events into some sort of order... I feel it has served its purpose. I hit rock bottom and now its only up from here. Of course in reality my life will still be full of crazy shit.. I will simply not be recording it so much from now on.
Instead I am going to write some random things about things I love. And maybe share something of who I really am.
Hi, as some of you are aware, I am a Gigantic geek. I love comic books even though I don't collect them. I love watching Anime, especially in its original Japanese with subtitles, I have a huge collection of studio ghibli and ghost in the shell and dragonball z.
I was a massive Buffy and joss wheedon fan and have all the dvds.
I own all the harry potter films, though I haven't read the books -yet - and that brings me neatly onto books. I love books especially pulpy noir thrillers and stephen king. I still love fantasy because of my younger days of playing dungeons and dragons a lot. But my first love has always been Sci-fi books films and tv anything with space ships or robots will keep me happy.
I used to play games workshop games, but kind of just collect the models now... I don't know why. I just love being able to buy all the models I used to wish I could buy but couldn't. Now I own way too many.
I have become an avid PC gamer, although my ps3 and ps2 get a look in from time to time.
I also have a fascination with chess, although again I don't really put it into actual practice of playing against other people.
I also read Shakespeare and ancient Greek plays and took theatre studies so I am something of an outgoing thesbian at heart.
I also have an interest in theoretical physics and astronomy. And I love exploring old ruins, especially castles.
Basically my life is non existent. Its all intellectual, games and fantasy and escapism and I unashamedly love it this way.
And anyone who tries to tell me otherwise Is frankly an idiot that isn't paying attention to the state of society.